“Everything you can imagine is real.” ― Pablo Picasso

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Love of mine/ Someday you will die/ but i’ll be close behind/ i’ll follow you into the dark
No blinding light or tunnels to gates of white. just our hands clasped so tight waiting for a hint of a spark / if heaven and hell decide/ that they both are satisfied/illuminate the nos on the vacancy sign/ if there’s no one beside you when your soul embarks/ i’ll follow you into the dark

You and me have seen everything to see from Bangkok to Calgary/ and the soles of your shoes are all worn down/ the time for sleep is now/ It’s nothing to cry about/ Cause we’ll hold each other soon/ In the blackest of rooms.

Maybe – Ingrid Michaelson

I remember when this was on repeat for an entire week. Getting through from day to day. How time flies…

“I dont wanna be the one to say goodbye.
But I will, I will, I will.
I dont wanna sit on the pavement while you fly
But I will, I will, I will.

Cause maybe in the future, you’re gna come back.
You’re gna come back around
Maybe in the future, you’re gna come back
You’re gna come back.

Oh, the only way to really know is to really let it go.
Maybe you’re gna come back, you’re gna come back
You’re gna come back to me.

I dont wna be the first to let it go.
But I know, i know, i know.
If you have the last hands that I want to hold
Then I know I’ve got to let them go

Cause maybe in the future you’re gna come back
you’re gna come back, you’re gna come back
maybe in the future, you’re gna come back
you’re gna come back

I still feel you on the right side of the bed
and i still feel you in the blankets pulled over my head.
but i’m gna wash away, oh, i’m gna wash away
everything till you come back home to me. “

Puppies!!!

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Walked to usyd with Charlie today! ^^ such a cutie pie. We walked to the university and then walked back home with Liz and Scarlett. (: Charlie was so happy to see her!

Back home in the gong waiting for tmr when the Optus people are supposed to come and fix my internet. Fingers crossed that it happens!!!!

Marry Me – Jason Derulo

“105 is the number that comes to my head/ When I think of all the years I wanna be with you/Wake up every morning with you in my bed/ That’s precisely what I plan to do.

And you know one of these days when I get my money right/Buy you everything and show you all the finer things in life/ We’ll forever be in love, so there aint no need to rush/ But one day, I wont be able to ask you loud enough”

xoxo.

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I miss you. Glad I got to skype with you today.

love,
Maria.

 

 You want to know what happiness is? It’s waking up in the middle of the night for no reason, shifting under the blankets and feeling the heat of the person next to you. You turn around and see them in their most peaceful, innocent and vulnerable state. They breathe as though the weight of the world lays on anyone’s shoulder but their own. You smile, kiss their face in the most gentle manner so as not to wake them. You turn back around and involuntarily a grin forms on your own face. You feel an arm wrap around your waist, and you know it doesn’t get any better than this. 

abstraction, n;

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I’ve met you and I never ever want to let you go. Not now, not ever. Watching the Glee episode on Cory Monteith’s death, and it just struck too close to home. I started to think about what would happen if anything happened to anyone of us. Me or you. I never thought of it that way, yknow? Ive never had much to lose. I’ve never felt that I would miss something that much. I figured that life was life and death was inevitable.

“Wee have a winding sheete in our Mother’s wombe, which growes with us from our conception, and wee come into the world, wound u in that winding sheete, for we come to seek a grave” – John Donne. 

But I’ve never felt like I had so much to live for. It’s so surreal. Its hard being here alone and all I can hope for is that my internet gets fixed soon. I miss you and being without you just makes it so hard to pass the days. I count the days till I get back to you, till I get to hold you in my arms. Till I get to kiss you again. The thought of going home makes it that much easier.

xoxo.

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“i like my body when it is with your body. It is so quite a new thing. Muscles better and nerves more. i like your body. i like what it does, i like its hows. i like to feel the spine of your body and its bones, and the trembling-firm-smooth ness and which i will again and again and again kiss, i like kissing this and that of you, i like, slowly stroking the , shocking fuzz of your electric fur, and what-is-it comes over parting flesh….. And eyes big love crumbs,

and possibly i like the thrill

of under me you so quite new”

Patriotism for the day (part 2)

Pictures from yesterday at sg day!!

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Met my best friend from primary 4! ^^ haha

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Hehe shameless selfies while i eat my stingray!! There was so much food there. I love it. Chicken rice, chilli crab and bak kut teh!! 😍😍😍

Wish you could have been there with me. I miss you.

Patriotism for a day

It was sg day yesterday. Managed to catch the early train up to Sydney. Dropped off at Martin place and walked to the domain at the Royal Botanic Gardens. The most hilarious thing that happened that day? Shauna got felt up by this girl. Haha. It was hilarious. We actually were speaking to her at the information counter cause she came over and asked me to join a pageant. LOL. But anyway, joke for another day. She turned to shauna and went “you’re just like a mini Rihanna!!!” And went on to grab her ass. LOLLOPOLOOZA. But sg day was kinda awesome. I made a beeline for bak kut teh. Then we had chicken rice, chilli crab and stingray! ^^ mediocre but I’m not complaining! ^^

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Found this online.

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Stress-induced Eating

It’s week 10. and I’ve got so much assignments. I’ve got one test tmr and my history assignment is due on friday. ): The history assignment is so annoying because no outline is provided and I’m just kind off freaking out. juuuuuuust abit. I just cant seem to find a way to connect the question. This is so frustrating. I went to school today for a completely useless 2 hours. Tried to hand in my assignment.

I cant wait for saturday. It’s singapore day. I’m not too psyched about it but I’m extremely excited for Bak Kut Teh. I shall try my best to keep my diet just so I can eat more on saturday. HHA. #fatdieme

off to try and work out my assignment. or maybe i should sleep… sigh.